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Beast And Harlot



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Jonathan Yeang
16
Nickname:Pepe Reina/Castiel
I'm playin for Tampinese CSC and I support Liverpool

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Monday, October 5, 2009
Time: 8:24 AM
Title: Today...my heart is spinning

Your words are music to me...
when ever i hear you...i lose control...
when ever i see you...my heart humps uncontrollable...
when ever i think of you...my pain, my sorrow, my sadness goes away...

I'd wish i could spend more time with you...
show you how i much u mean to me...
how much i care for you...
how much i've missed you...

If you'd give me 1 moe chance...
i would cherish it...
i would never break it..
i would never betray it..

Your very very Special to me...



Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Time: 6:58 AM
Title: A Bee and a flower

Well its been 4 days since my Best fren P.E had her B-dea...
Wanted to surprise you but could'nt so i gave u the cake instead...xD

Wish u all the luck for the Os...
AND have a great FUTURE XD!!!



Friday, August 21, 2009
Time: 6:51 AM
Title: Shut up!

There you go, You're always so right, It's all a big show, It's all about you

You think you know, You always take time, To criticize me

It's like I'm the one, You love to hate, But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up

I Don't wanna hear it!, Get out, get out, get out!, Get out of my way!

There you go, You never ask why

You're always there to point, Out my mistakes, And shove them in my face

Don't tell me who I should be, And don't try to tell me what's right for me

Don't tell me what I should do,I don't wanna waste my time

I'll watch you fade away



Saturday, August 1, 2009
Time: 8:39 AM
Title: Pissed off

Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you ou



Friday, July 31, 2009
Time: 4:31 AM
Title: Sulla Mia Pelle...

Guardo i miei occhi dentro vetri rotti l´immagine di un uomo senza identità
indosso maschere di cera e dentro reazioni di disordine e instabilità
Vorrei lasciare rotolare fuori da questa scatola tutta la verità.
Senza più limiti di spazio e tempo lasciarmi indietro questo inverno mio.

Io ti ti strapperò
Io mi libererò di te.
Io ti strapperò
Io ti strapperò oh oh oh

Mi alzerò spegnerò quello schermo e
saprò dimostrare l´ opposto di quella realtà
che mi inganna e mi tenta e non mostra pietà
e così io potrò woh woh

Dirti quello che
(Ora so di me)
Darti quello che
(Ora vive in me)

I watch this world with the feeling
that i don´t have this straight inside of me anymore.
Dangerous eyes without limits
In front of these glasses it´s me now oh oh oh.

Io ti ti strapperò
Io mi libererò di te.
Io ti strapperò
Io ti strapperò oh oh oh

Mi alzerò spegnerò quello schermo e
saprò dimostrare l´ opposto di quella realtà
che mi inganna e mi tenta e non mostra pietà
e così io potrò woh woh

Dirti quello che
(Ora so di me)
Darti quello che
(Ora vive in me)

vive in me

Dirti quello che
(Ora so di me)
Darti quello che
(Ora vive in me)

Translation in English

I look at my eyes inside broken glasses
I see a man with no identity
put on wax masks, and inside i have
disorder and instability reactions
i'd want to trundle out
from this box all the real truth
with no space and time limits
and leave my winter behind myself



Hey i will rend you
i'll get rid of yoU
hey i will rend you
i will rend you... uouoh


i'll get up, iwill turn that screen off, and i'll be able to
demonstrate the opposite of that reality
that betrays, me tent me, and shows no mercy
then i could
tell you what i know now about me
tell you what now lives in me



I watch this world with the feeling
hat I don't have to struggle inside of me anymore
dangerous eyes without limits
infinite spaces, that's me now



Hey i will rend you
i'll get rid of you
hey i will rend you
i will rend you... uouoh



Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Time: 4:15 AM
Title: Soccer is my blood...

Wa today full of injuries...

Played Soccer with the Teachers today...was fun yet tiring...

Injury number 1:The Ball got cornered in...I jumped and caught the ball...but got shouldered in the Spine...it hurt like hell...
Couldn't breath for 5 secs the pain quickly went away 30 secs later

Injury number 2:The ball got played through...Jumaat was coming in...I knew what was going to happen after i started running towards it...
I got smacked in the neck and head...Well thats what you get for playing..

Got home...Showered and studied



Friday, July 24, 2009
Time: 7:22 PM
Title: Don't tell me what to fucking do...

Why should anyone tell me how to wear my hair?
They say I should try to fit in
But I don't care

I'm living my life
Just the way I like
They say I get a little too loud
Try to push me in a box
Over analyze
But I'm never gunna turn it down
They say stop but I say go

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Who I wanna be
It's for me to choose
No wrong moves
Cuz I just don't have the time

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Cuz it's up to me
It's not up to you
If I wanna go crazy
No one's gunna stop me tonight

Oh no
Yeah

Hey
Why should I bend into what I'm not?
They say someday I might get a real job
I'm not about to compromise who I am
Just so I can bend right in
They wanna see a cardboard cutout
Well that's a fight they just can't win

They say "Yes" and I say "NO"

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Who I wanna be
It's for me to choose
No wrong moves
Cuz I just don't have the time

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Cuz it's up to me
It's not up to you
If I wanna go crazy
No one's gunna stop me tonight

They can say what they like
I don't hear it all
It's my life to live it
Live it just the way I want
I'm never holding back
I'm done not standing out
They say "Never" and I say "Right now!"

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Who I wanna be
It's for me to choose
No wrong moves
Cuz I just don't have the time

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Cuz it's up to me
It's not up to you
If I wanna go crazy
No one's gunna stop me tonight



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